Dear Diary,
A depressing clip. Don't watch it if you have a weak heart :lol:

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Dear Diary,
Enjoys the piccas! The pink and yellow beach dress for Aida and Ummi Auni. The denim jacket and headscarf is just a mix and match recommendation from me. Something I love to do just for fun.


Getting hyped already? Let's get moving girls!

Dear Diary,
I sent a parcel to K.Ida last Tuesday, which contains a mystery gift :ahem: to tell her how happy I am with her achievement. I was waiting anxiously for her reaction. I was like, will she like it? What if, she got angry when she saw it? I was biting my fingernails hardly it broke.

When she finally told me that she had received the parcel, and loving it, I was in seventh heaven. The joy of sharing a gift is one thing, and knowing that the receiving person loving it is another :-)

And, this [sharing gift thingy] is addictive, that I rumbled through my wardrobe for other things to gave away. Guess what I found? 2 lovely cotton long beach dresses, in pink and yellow with unique rose embroideries. It is not really hijabis-friendly, but don't limit your fashion sense, and let your creativity run wild. You can put on a coat or long, thin cardigan on top. Since it is supposed to be beach wear, the cotton is very light and soft, it is advisable to wear underskirt. I prefer wearing flare leg pants to create a rugged look. Or, you can wear it on its own at the privacy of your home and let your family members adore you :-)

I actually bought 3 dresses, worn one [the prettiest of course] and have not found the occassion to wear the other two. To be frank, I bought it as a future reward to myself [should I be able to follow true to my pursuit and succeed].

Now, let these lovely dresses be the future reward for my two friends, Aida and Ummu Auni. Its theirs if they lose half of the targetted kilos. No time limit, but the first one to hit the bull's eye gets to choose her gift. To redeem the gift, the girls need to tell us how they did it and share the secrets to shed the kilos away.

So Aida and Ummu Auni, are you up to the challenge hmm?

Dear Diary,
Uh-oh :guilty grin:

OK OK I know I have been bad, you have not heard from me since like, three months ago? but it is not entirely my fault :excuses excuses: It was year end, bad time of the year you know, when everybody 'finally' knocked into their senses and said oh we are so not going to achieve our target this year and could you fattytini please do something about it so that my performance will not go red? And they sent me locked up in hotels to ensure that I really do my work and use my brain to its highest potential, as if I couldn't do my work or my brain couldn't compute as efficient if I were to work from office, or even better, home.

Oh? Hotels? Yeah. They sent me from one to another. Place abundant of food. Great food you know. And, especially dessert. 6 feeds a day. Sinful yes? but irresistable.

I wonder how do they get the budget, especially when we have major issue with achieving target. But this is a weight journal, so lets not dwell into economics here.

Talking about target, ngee, I too failed in that department. I was supposed to weigh 70 kgs by next Tuesday tsk tsk. Boohoo I just look at the scale just now and it read 75 kgs tsk tsk. No way I'm going to lose 5 kgs in two days, even if I went hunger strike.

But that's OK. Nobody says it will be going to be easy. Losing weight is like, a battle. It takes a lot of effort, patience, perseverence. It is a loooonnnggg process and can be dissappointing. So, be happy even if you lose 5 kgs. That is still a big achievement, because just last week I walked into someone's office, and people commented how different and better I look :-D